There`s times when I don`t understand life at all.
Then there`s times when I see everything perfectly clear.
Often, moments of clarity manifest themselves after doubt, sorrow and uncertainty. When I`ve searched for an answer, not finding it. When I have crept through mudand thought I`d never see again. I wanted to leave my footprints, I wanted to have someone walking beside me. When torn away from me, I feel like there`s no meaning. When bridges collapse, and fires burn what`s left, I can barely stand at all. That`s when the storm ends. That`s when I discover someone`s been carrying me all along. That`s when I see I needed to feel like that, I needed the world to drown me, so I could appreciate air. That`s when I realize it`s fine that it didn`t work the first time, because it makes everything more meaningful when it does. That`s when I don`t need to grasp for anything, because everything has grasped me.
That`s when I`m alive.